Saturday, January 13, 2007

Photos!

New Year's Eve:


Waterloo, on the way to Paula's in Windsor:


The girls, together at last:


Cooking GC dinner:


Eating GC dinner:



Someone is showing someone else some moves, I think:


Paula's new hat, on Sharon:


Paula's new hat, on Paula:


Mark and Laura, no hats:

Off to a good start:

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Shake it...

I miss polaroids - as great as digital cameras are, there's nothing like the instant gratification of a polaroid. Case in point:



Tonight: Mandarin, finally (it's only been a year in the planning). I'm taking bets on what colour Maggie will be when we leave... my money is on green.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Thoughtstorming

I still haven't gotten around to uploading any more photos... maybe soon? I have some more now, mostly from the Em. Haines show that I attended with my lil' cuz. I'm starting to realize that my whining about lack of siblings & thus blood ties unseverable by squabbles can be possibly cured. I found someone who will shop with me, borrow my shoes, AND make snappy/witty comments about singers that are probably quite accurate (not that I want any more shopping - I'm starting to get stomach-achey at the thought of a mall & all of the mass-produced lifestyle add-ons that go with it).

Cuz & me:



Emily Haines and the Soft Skeleton:



So far, 2007 has brought back the going-out (definitely not the outgoing) Jen, my new little black book has been packed with things to do and people to see. I finished my first novel (The Children's Hospital by Chris Adrian) and am trying to resign myself to a dialed-down schedule that includes more appointments with Physics, Biology, and Chemistry rather than jump into another novel (apparently, I think I might make it till the end of April before caving?).

Lately, I've been inexplicably anxious. I've been feeling fluttery and fretty, and have been getting regular doses of heart sinking feelings that I can't quite explain. I'm pretty sure that it's mostly a result of not being tethered to a secure life plan, and not knowing exactly where I'm going. I really can't wait for this awkward stage to be over - and hopefully it will at least result in some personal growth. I really hate to think that any part of my life could just be wasted, even if I have no choice right now but to wait for what I really want.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

2007: Optimism

After a fantastic New Year's weekend at Paula's (pics to come), I arrived home to 4 wonderful things:

1) A letter from my landlord/the city, informing me of a zero-point-eight-two percent rent reduction.... wooo?!
2) A completely unexpected box from Insound, which contained a wonderful 7" featuring Jens Lekman. Insound, you rule.
3) Mark's Valentine's present, ordered after, but arriving before, his still m.i.a. Christmas present.
4) The first issue of my Walrus subscription! Thanks M! I'm in love with the cover, a wonderful display of colour, with the word optimism printed very secretly across the rainbow. I've decided to make it the theme of my year (I have yet to decide between secret optimism or in-your-face optimism).

In that vein, here are some of the things that I'm looking forward to:

- Budgeting (this may be too optimistic), not fun in itself but will result in
- A fantastic world trip! France? Spain? Poland? India? WHO KNOWS!??!
- Learning more French.
- Studying (I've only been out of school for 3 months and already I'm yearning for the grind...).
- Fantastic local trips! Whether they be to Mtl., Windsor, or even to Greektown.
- Greektown! Sharon is moving there TODAY and I'm very, very excited.
- A Japanese experience, I've even got a new dress for it (thanks Mr.M, it was a super Christmas surprise).

I also resolve to send in my taxes this year, and possibly also last year's taxes...

Friday, December 29, 2006

Christmas

Christmas was great. Dinner #1 (Dec 25th) was with my mom's side of the family, and will probably live on in infamy for the rest of our christmases together. At the very least, there will be a lifetime of teasing my aunt about what time the turkey will be ready (answer: hopefully before 10pm) and about her sitting on the floor & drinking martinis strategy for cooking dinner. Dinner #2 - also lots of fun, because for the first time ever, I beat my family TWICE when we played cards. Woo.

In gift news, my dad refinished my mom's old table set for me, and I'm really excited about not having to eat dinner on the couch every night. Mark and I got a ton of new books too, and I'm dying to just sit down and read for a month straight (alas, I will have to start mcatting before that will happen).

Titles:

The Upside of Down (Thomas Homer Dixon)
What is the What (David Eggers)
Black Swan Green (David Mitchell)
Heat (Monbiot)
Che (?)
Louis Riel: A Comic strip biography (Chester Brown)
Collected non-fiction of Joan Didion
The Children's Hospital (Chris Adrian) - I'm halfway through this one and it is soooo good.

and M's fantastic gifts:
Love that Dog (Sharon Creech; guaranteed to make hearts swell)
Elvis on the Trombone (Megan F. - probably guaranteed to be my favourite of the bunch)

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry merry!

I'm home, alive, and skiinger than ever. I had a lovely time with the Kowgiers in Quebec; the mini-trip was a perfect balance of family, skiing, shopping and movies with wine. The only good ski day turned out to be Friday - it was cold enough, and a good base had been built on the mountain despite the lack of natural snow. Thanks to Matt's girlfriend Maria, the ski-instruction pressure was taken off me, and I was surprised that everything about moving around on skis came back to me quickly. The morning was spent on the greens, with a few blues thrown in for the challenge. Before lunch, Mark and I came across his parents, who succeeded in convincing me to try a black run (the same run I'd previously witnessed a spectacular wipe-out on). So, long story short, I skiied, skiied well, and skiied some black diamonds! Double-black, here I come.

Some photos:








Saturday was rainy and miserable, so I was able to rest on my superstar ski status from the previous day and go shopping. Mark's mom helped me find something nice for my mom, and aside for Mark (although now I have a plan), everyone is accounted for. We had a really nice night: dinner followed by Doctor Zhivago, and hugs all around.

I'm dreaming of a foggy Christmas?


Mark and I woke up EARLY on Sunday so that he could drive me back to Montreal. It was a slightly harrowing drive, not that we had problems, but we did see the tracks of a car that had run off the road. I called 911, and was transferred to a francophone who had no idea of what I was telling him. Eventually, an Eniglish speaker came on the line and I was able to give him an idea of where I saw it - hopefully everything worked out O.K. I definitely need to work on my French. We made it to the train station intact (despite going the wrong way on a one-way street) and I had a good trip home with my iPod, New Yorker (read! from start to finish!) and my Sunday Star.

Christmas at home has been really nice so far, and in about 5 minutes we'll be off to Newmarket for the big family dinner. More photos to come!

Finally, I wish I could say it in Polish... but to everyone: Have a very Merry Christmas, and I love you all :)

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Shout-outy!

Hi Deborah and John! Thanks for being my favouritest geeks ever, for being totally fun and awesome, and for always letting me know about cool a)shiny things (Deborah) and b) bands (John)!

Housewarming!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

No Winter for a Year

Things are really starting to pick up. I can't believe that a week from now, Christmas will be over, I'll have been to Quebec and back for the Kowgier's lovely Christmas ski trip tradition, AND hopefully I'll have wrapped/given most of my gifts (which, for the most part, have been bought). I'm not even on my holidays yet!

Tonight:



Mom's coming downtown after work and we're going to see White Christmas at the Bloor, possibly with her Whitby friends - good times! I'm looking forward to it. I don't think I've ever seen the movie, and for some reason, I'm on a huge Christmas movie kick right now.

And now, the weekend recap:

Mark and I spent most of Friday night working on Christmas gifts, in preparation for the annual potluck with my high school friends. I'm so happy that I got to go to it this year; normally I miss it due to the ski trip, or other conflicts. Mark finally got to meet everyone, and I got to relax and chat with people that I haven't seen, in some cases, for six years. On a sad note: I may have ruined my reputation as the baker. Instead of making a cheesecake for the party, I brought (gasp!!) a store-bought Christmas log cake. I'm hanging my head in shame RIGHT NOW. The gang, all growed up:



On Sunday, Mark and I went with my mom's side of the family to Langdon Hall in Cambridge for a double birthday (mom's and nana's) brunch. It was beautiful - a great location, great food, and as always, a fun time with that group. Mark and I headed back downtown afterwards, and spent the night baking cookies and cuddling up on the couch to watch Elf. Hooray for the holidays!

Friday, December 15, 2006

New Arcade Fire!

Firstly: I'm not sure if he was the first, but Matt from You Ain't No Picasso has posted a new Arcade Fire song, Intervention, which was recently played on the BBC. Awesome.

Last night was lots of fun (and too mush sushi). We went with friends (incl. special guest Jason Jang, back from Korea) to Sushi Island for all-you-can-eat (aka see how much Mark can eat), and pushed everything to the limit. Post-indulgence, we waddled over to Sneaky Dee's to see Germans and Bocce (w/ Faceless Lazers). Bocce really blew me away - I'd heard some OK stuff from them on CD but they were danceably great live. It was a good night.

Also, I bought a hat. I feel a bit like a hat poser, but I like it.

Edit: I have no idea who two of the bands showing up on my top five (look left) are. Apparently, I like them, and am listening to them without knowing their names.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Proof



My brain! Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with it (aside from maybe being a little bit strange). I do, however, occasionally participate in fMRI research - one of the cool opportunities for people in experimental psychology. Aside from having my head wedged between extremely tight pads for stability, it's a pretty comfortable setup, and the hardest part for me has always been to just try and stay awake. But I do have a brain, and now I have proof.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Hi?

Half of my readership (if I assume, generously, a readership of four) is away, in beautiful tropical locales, but I will update anyways. Hello Paula, Mom, Megan, maybe Mark? Things of note in the past week: I had FUN at the work 'Holiday' party (shocking even myself), and I've been invigilating to pick up some extra holiday money. Watched over a health psych exam onSunday, held by a very nice prof who handed out candy canes, and was told that I was "absolutely adorable" by a student. AWWWW.

Plans now are to finish up with Christmas presents this week, and maybe do some
more yoga to shape up for skiing. Also: all-you-can eat sushi, and doing some more fun stuff with Jaime, who is fast becoming my go-to girl for Toronto fun!

Friday, December 01, 2006

Friday Nothings.

TTC: you suck. Not in a terrible way, just in a terribly annoying way.

COFFEE: Too complicated for early mornings. It was fine back when all I had to do was order (although the fumbling for money part was always tricky), but now the space-aged free coffee machine is taxing my brain before it should be taxed. It grinds its own beans and is great and all, but only dispenses the equivalent of a Timmy's small. So you either have to have only a little bit, or get too much and have to have some spill over the top of your mug. I realize that I could just get a bigger mug, but the point is that I've found a way for it to be PERFECT. Push the buttons for a chocomilk (which is hot chocolate made with mlk instead of water, amazing!), and when that's done, add an espresso shot. IT FILLS TO THE PERFECT AMOUNT FOR MY MUG. Except I keep screwing up and pushing the Mocha button, and ending up with two espresso shots. Now I'm over-caffeinated and hyper-excitable. Two buttons is too much for my brain to handle, apparently.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Add-a-y day!

Last night was fun, lots of it. I got to see mom's bff Peggy & some of her family, as they were visiting from Australia. I also had a realization about my childhood that may explain some things about my post-childhood (i.e., NOW): since I mostly talked with adults, I thought I was more adult-like than child-like. Now, I realize that the adulty speak to me is a far cry from adulty speak between adults. Damn. I got stuck with the restrainty adulty talk.

The show was pretty awesome - I got to see Sarah, meet her friends and make a bad pun within 1 minute of an introduction to a geophysicist (school of hard rocks HAHAHA). Plus/minus were really good and really interesting to listen to - one part sappy emo lyrics, one part crazy technical rhythms, and one part super cool. I picked up the cd and it's been in my head all day. We didn't get home until close to 2am, but the tiredness today is more than worth it.

Tonight I'm going to sleep.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

+/-

I'm getting excited about going to concerts again, mostly do to the realization that I'm really going to regret squandering my time in Toronto. This doesn't mean that I've decided to move away any time soon, I've just decided to stop taking the music scene for granted. I could probably see a good show 3 times per week if I wanted to. Things like money, laziness, feeling older than/disconnected from the music scene are holding me back, for no good reason. Shows are cheap, I'm not by nature lazy, and I'm not old - I just have an insecure brain that debates things too much.

While tonight's already pretty busy (I'm going to be seeing an old family friend who's here briefly from Australia), I'm going to try my very very hardest to get to one of my favourite places (Sneaky Dee's) for an amazing free show, +/-. I'm also planning to hit up some more in the next few weeks - passionate-about-music Jen is being reborn. Hooray!

Link

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

One more thing.

I got distracted by the Mexico post, but I really want to thank everyone. I basically had the best birthday ever, between Mexico, Seema's phone call all the way from Saudi frickin' Arabia, and the fantastic iPod from my fantastic friends and family. So, thank you.

Also, in the Mexico post, I forgot to mention a really cool something: Dad and I had lunch with Peter Elkas' parents! P.Elkas being the singer/songwriter who used to front the Local Rabbits (Sally A-AANNN!) and whose ep Mark and I listened to together on the night we met! It was an utterly cool, completely random moment, and it's left me craving a listen to Sally Ann...

Monday, November 27, 2006

OK STOP COMPLAINING NOW

SHARON. Don't you have better stuff to do than read my blog anyways?

Mexico: Woowoo! Despite an ominous start (loss of sunny part of day 1 thanks to 5.5 hour delay at Pearson resulting from TOILET MALFUNCTION on plane), the trip was fantastic, with lots of guacamole and culture (well, as much as was possible from the day trips) consumed. Here is us at Pearson. Notice that its light outside - it's not supposed to be.


Dad and I were graced with wonderful weather (every day was sunny, nights were cool but clear) and lucked out with the resort. I'd recommend it highly. Pretty:



Since I'm not a huge fan of doing nothing for an entire week, we decided on three day trips to balance out three lazy beach days (and to hopefully counterbalance the excessive quantities of food available to us). Our first full day started with a breakfast buffet in a beautiful restaurant near the beach, where I satisfied the chorizo sausage craving that I've had since Cuba. The restaurant:


We soon realized that as good as this little place was, it had the downside of not having a serve-yourself station for 'champagne' and orange juice like the larger buffet. Did I mention that the resort was excessive? We then went to the obligatory 'meet your rep' meeting, where we met our rep and realized that she was a complete puddinghead, followed by a realization that she'd not be of much use. We did, however learn about the cheap taxis we'd find on the highway as opposed to the expensive ones to be found at the lobby. The rest of the day was spent wandering around on foot, and later on bikes. We had a late dinner at one of the a la carte restaurants (our first of four), and a fairly early night.

Saturday was our first excursion. We took the highway taxi into a town called Playa del Carmen, 30 minutes or so from the resort. It's a touristy beach town, with lots of little souvenir shops and many people trying to tempt you into buying timeshare property. Here's us after the animal guy stopped to ask us if we were from Canada:



It didn't take long to figure out that they're not actually interested in finding out where you're from, or if you're having a good time, but it's hard to just ignore them and keep walking. I think I would go insane living in a place as hectic as that, and I don't know if I would just develop a shell against the constant barrage of vendor appeals or if I'd become a complete shut-in. We did, however, manage to have a nice day once we found a spot on the beach.


Sunday was a resort day, full of snorkelling and reading and sipping pina coladas (beer for dad) on the beach. It was really cool to have actual reefs available to explore, and I managed to see a lot of fish. Dinner was at the seafood restaurant, where dad ate something called a hogsnapper.


On Monday, we went to Xel-Ha, a place that pretty much anyone who'd ever been to Mexico recommended to us. Paula especially recommended it, surprising because she is absolutely terrified by fish and by bridges, and there were many of each. Its name translates to 'place where the waters are born,' and is a lagoon that is fed both by the Caribbean sea and by three underground rivers emerging into it. It's become famous as a large, natural aquarium, where you can snorkel around and apparently see up to 100 species of fish. We meant to only spend a couple of hours there, and ended up spending the entire day snorkeling, walking around, and swimming in the (not-so) lazy river. It was absolutely beautiful.

Fish!

Hammock!

Courage!

Caves!


Tuesday was the Big Trip, to the Mayan ruins of Coba. On this trip, we learned that Cancun, in Mayan, means snake nest, that to 'wish' is to go to the bathroom, and malokine (sp?) means hello. We also explored some of the oldest ruins in the Yucatan, dating back to the first century. It was completely spectacular to see the immensity of the pyramids and structures, like the start of a road built perfectly level for 60 miles to a trading centre at a city near the later site of Chichen Itza. Here is the start of the road:


The ball courts were really interesting - they were ritual arenas where, in pre-colombian times relevant to Coba, political matters were settled peacefully by teams representing different cities (and later, not so peacefully).




From the top of the Nohoch Mul pyramid (tallest in the Yucatan peninsula), another large earth mound is visible, and our guide informed us that this is the site of another pyramid that could be even taller than the one that has been restored. To date, I think only 5% of the buildings have been unearthed from the jungle.

From the bottom:


At the top:
Inside the structure at the top (where the gods make the descent into heaven):


Looking down:


After the ruins, we went to a Mayan co-op, where each family sells their art to bring money into their village. We had lunch there, and I picked up a couple little things to bring home. Miriam, our tour guide, let me wear her beetles. They're real, but sacred, and have been adorned with gold and jewels - apparently their 'jackets' don't affect their lifespan.


Next we went to a Mayan village where we got to hang out with the little kids and give them school supplies. Here's a Mayan home, and garden (the most beautiful Mayan garden is the one which produces the most food):


A close up of the tree on the left - a monkey swinging!


A Mayan girl, with her pet badger:


After the village, we stopped at a cenote. Cenotes are caves/sinkholes, and are really common since the entire Yucatan peninsula is over underground river systems. This one was warm, and the water was clear, deep and beautiful. I jumped off an insanely high platform, since I knew it would make Mark proud. I ended up with the biggest wedgie ever. Here's my splash, unfortunately there are no photos of the jump itself:



Here's us with Angie, a really fun girl from Pennsylvania who was convinced to come swimming. This was after we gave up on our race to the far side of the cave:


The last day was the official 'relax' day, and we did nothing but lie on the beach, read, eat, and drink tropical drinks. Here's the sunrise:



The sunset:


And the coffee (so cool!):


Coming home:



It was a wonderful trip, one that I'll remember for the rest of my life, and hopefully I'll be able to visit again someday.

Coming home was really nice, as I missed Mark greatly. I have to send out a huge thank you to Mark and to my friends and family for the amazing birthday present. You guys are awesome and I will be appreciating you every single day (not that I wouldn't anyways). Hearts and hugs all around.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Back!

Mexican post soon... but first, happy birthday to Talon! Great things will come of him, just wait and see. And T, if you read this, I solemnly swear to never give you clothes again. Nothing but fun stuff from now on :)

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Well folks, for the next week I'll be in Mexico trying not to be an obnoxious tourist. Promise you'll miss me?

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Monday, November 13, 2006

I NEED to get this project over with , so that I can move on and find some new passion for my life. I'm feeling so drained lately, trying to keep busy enough that I don't go insane. I'm also feeling like what I'm doing is not really leading anywhere - I'm not quite sure that I feel relevant, but I know that I want to feel relevant.

Also, I'm sick of dreaming of ex-boyfriends. I don't know what my mind is trying to do to me, but if it keeps this up, I'm going to get abusive. That's right, brain - one more Peter dream and I will hit you with a wall.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

title track

I realized that I know the square root of three by heart, but only till five decimal places. Please comment with a random fact about yourself, even if I don't know you and/or you have just stumbled across this blog by accident.

Listening over and over to two versions of the title track to this post - I will maybe post it here later. Not now. Today has been a good day for music though, in the blogs AND SUCH, and I'm seriously considering caving and replacing my dear departed iBROKENFACEpod.

I'm getting scared at how much of a scaredy-cat I am in French class. I sit there, hoping not to be called upon, counting down the minutes and holding intense internal debates over whether I should stay for the whole thing, or skip out at the halftime break. I'm not sure how much I've learned over the past five (well, 4.5, see above) classes other than that making something into a past tense is a complicated ordeal, and maybe talking in the present tense all the time wouldn't be such a terrible thing. One good thing (?) is that after last night, I will now start referring to everybody as 'mon petit chou' and by chou I mean 'dear,' not 'cauliflower.'

Tonight, I'm finally getting around to seeing a St. Mike's Majors game after having lived across the street from the arena for the past 15 months. This is an OHL game, and they're playing the Saginaw Spirit (yes, I give full permission for the wtf? to anyone who knows anything about Ontario or Michigan geography). I'm pretty sure Mark and I will have Sufjan Stevens in our head the entire time (saginaw! saginaw! public trans! public trans!). If anyone is confuse at this point, let me know and I will email you a song.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Enzymatic!

I stupidly cut up a papaya (mmm - thanks John!) on the same cutting board that Mark had used to prep stuff for a yummy black bean soup without washing it first. Now my papaya tastes garlicky... damn.

Also - for anyone in Toronto - Borat tonight?

Monday, November 06, 2006

It's the weekend update!

Raptors! Since I don't know very much about b-ball, highlights included seeing some beautiful slam dunks, and the cutest little girl sitting behind us ("mom, when can I talk to Chris Bosh? I want to tell him that I saw him on TV!"). But the best thing ever: Samuel L. Jackson was there. So cool!

On Saturday, Mark, my dad and I went house-checking with Sharon. We saw a couple out on the Danforth that were fantastic - one felt like a really homey cottage, but would have been too small for a family. It did end up me want to buy a house... and it's nice to see that there are some homes that are nice, IN Toronto, and slightly affordable. The last house we checked out COULD be perfect - if nobody snaps it up before Sharon's house sells. SO - if anyone knows anyone who has a perverse desire to live outside of London, I know of a lovely end town-home for sale for a very reasonable price - jump to it! I also got an out-of-the-blue call from John, finding out that not only was he in town, but he wanted to do stuff! After I cured my withdrawal headache with an emergency choffee, Sharon, Mark and I headed down to the old Spaghetti factory and had a mini Cuba reunion (although, there was no ham in sight to go with the cheese). We took the party back to John's hotel, where Sharon and I bitched about the ignorant people in her life, and then watched SNAKES ON A PLANE - finally!!

Yesterday ended up being one of the most productive days that I've had in a really long time - Sharon dropped us off just past 9 am, and we proceeded to 'get shit done' for a whole 8 hours. Cleaning, laundry, cooking, purging... it was unbelievable. The result was a very clean apartment, and a successful (if tardy) Cuban feast (so the tardy kinda works if we think of it as a theme dinner...) with Mark's family, and a mini-celebration (also tardy) of Matt's birthday. John came by for that too, so the conversation was lively and the night was very enjoyable. So much John in one weekend!

All in all, it was a successful, and unexpectedly friend-filled weekend. I'm declaring myself officially recovered from my blahs.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

The Come-Down

So this week is supposed to be good. At least, the nights are.

Monday: Deerhoof concert. AWESOMENESS, right? And, I was feeling pretty awesome already, thanks to a new, wonderful coffee machine at work that may end up saving me lots and lots of money. And then I played stupid video games when Igot home and went to the deerhoof concert for 9:30 - to find out that they started playing at 9 - #$@#%$^%&^! The 15 minutes that we caught was fantastic though, with the encore (Gore in Rut) almost making it worth the $17/ticket. We left two songs into the next band (Fiery Furnaces), and were in bed by 11. Boo.

Tuesday: Halloween. Traditionally, one of my favourite nights of the year. I stayed in all night. Boo again. This I blame on everyone being to far away - I miss my girl's halloween nights! Also, I felt pretty uninspired in the costume department - even though I bought the clouds and snowflakes for my "cloudy with a chance of flurries" costume, I couldn't get over the fact that I was just ripping off Megan's idea. Again, this could be solved by having people live closer - my best inspiration ever came from Sharon's unfortunate raccoon-slaughter on her way over to my place one halloween (Jen = Roadkill Raccoon).

Last night worked out slightly better - after last week's class of defeat (I left halfway through feeling like I would NEVER grasp la Francaise), I had a good class last night. No feelings of panicked helplessness! Afterwards, I met up with Mark and Sara for some sushi, and felt like all was right in the world. Mark and I walked home, enjoyed our chats, and relaxed. Hopefully, tonight will be equally nice.

Also, I need to take Sharon's advice about appreciating things before you're forced to. But it's just so hard to be nice and rational and cheerful when you only have 25 minutes left for sleep...